An hour into my hike I found a large green meadow, where I sat, ate some cheese and crackers, and the wrote in the old journal for a bit. The meadow had short green grass, which at first I though was moss. And the ground was damp. In every direction I was surrounded by massive mountains. Completely boxed in on all sides. The peaks of the mountains are only large boulders stacked upon other large boulders. Without pattern or design. Looking up at them they were stunning. The base of the mountains were green with trees and the peaks turned to brown and gray and white with only the boulders. I realized the stacked rocks meant one could climb to the top with ease. Then, my monomania hit, and I was determined to climb. Ha. It wasn’t easy, by any means. It was much much harder than I had anticipated. The lower part was very fun because it required climbing up one rock and then jumping small gaps of meter to the next rock. It required squeezing between two rocks, or trying like hell not to get cut by the thorns that were all over the landscape. But, the top. The top got very difficult. A few times I’d climb several boulders, nearly vertical, which required finding grooves to grip with my hands and one groove to plant a foot and to pull my ass up any way I could, anyway, a few times I’d climb a few rocks and then hit a wall. Literally. Massive boulders fifteen feet high and straight up. So, I’d have to turn around and attempt to find another way up. But, like I said, I had monomania and I was determined and every obstacle induced great fear in me, but after making the leap (literally, jumping sometimes) upon realizing my safety I felt enlightened. It was all very enthralling to me. But, alas, I did make it. To the top of one of many peaks. And very very very high up. From the top I could see clear across the valley and I could even see Madrid. From the top I sounded my barbaric yamp across the treetops of the valley. It echoed and rang off the hills. I felt a power and invincibility within me.
Unfortunately, my camera battery was dead…yeah, I know one should check those sort of things before leaving…so I only had time to take a few pictures which I was saving, and thought the top of the mountain was a damn fine place to do it. So, no pics of la pedriza, but I assure you, it wasn’t my last time going…
Simple poems I wrote in zen like fashion while sitting in the shade of a tree along the river curling around rocks:
a rock faced leap
from fear to ambition
ensured like the billy goat
or like self actualization
on a mountain
in a county
that is not your own
running down a mountain
each step quicker
a joyous flee from
the self left on top
grip harder the protrusions
of granite stone from earth:
its god’s hand helping
the ascension
to summits of solitude
and reverence
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